INSECURITY OVERLOAD

this post is not blah related.
purely about friendship.

avoiding things that would make me feel insecure
ignoring things that would make me feel depressed.
not caring for the things that I believe are far better off.


but they are somehow part of your life too


now I'm scared that things would change
that you would leave me
and prefer others instead of my company.
so I'm trying not to be too selfish
and to be happy in your happiness.