I MISS CB!
'nuff said.

INSPIRE ME!

I am in great need of ideas.

HINGA NANG MALALIM.

Musical Play na lang, which will be over in approximately 8 hours from now.
And makakatulog na ako nang mahimbing.

Wish me luck? Good luck! :D

THE ULTIMATE LETDOWN.

You know that feeling of guilt when you just know how much of a big disappointment you are to others? Well, I've been feeling that crap of a feeling for days now.

The ultimate letdown? Indecision.

ON A MONDAY, I AM WAITING.
Tuesday I am fading. and by Wednesday, I can't sleep.

Attention:
Please forgive the blogger for making this post. She just really needs to let it all out.


I miss you. I really really do miss you. And this, uhm, unbearable urge to talk to you makes me unfunctional. You give me an additional dose of stress. You should know that I have no time for this, not when dozens of requirements are nagging me.

I am sort of frustrated with myself because I seem to drive you away with my uncalled for behavior.

BIG YELLOW TAXI.
and I'm at loss for words. :))

I am currently listening to Busted's Loner in Love. :D
(no, I don't think the song is emo. it's not. :P)

"Meron ka pa namang apat na taon eh."

hindi lang pala ako yung ganto.
kahit papano natutuwa ako kasi pakiramdam ko na naiintindihan nyo yung kaguluhang ewan na pinagdadaanan ko ngayon -- na parang bakas sa mukha ko na wala akong ideya sa kung ano mang mangyayari sa'kin sa kolehiyo pero super normal lang yun para sa inyo kasi napagdaanan nyo na yun.

SHIT. RAR.

these things are just uncalled for.
it's stupid. this is stupid.
why should I feel this way about... whatever?


senseless blogging, nevermind.

BUT MOST OF ALL, IT'S BUILT TO LAST.

Kat Santos absolutely undeniably loves the song she's currently listening to. :D
loveloveloveloveloveit! :D

DESTINY IS CALLING ME.

I know they're there to guide me. But why does it feel like I'm not being guided?


I don't want to talk about college stuff. I find it capable of driving me crazy.

UHM. HEY.

Maraming salamat dahil hindi mo ako iniwan. Salamat po dahil kahit hindi ako karapat-dapat sa iyong mga biyaya, patuloy pa rin nyong ipinapatupad ang mga pangarap ko. Tulungan mo po ako. Kailangan ko po kayo sa paggawa ng mga desisyon. Patnubayan niyo po ako. Ingatan niyo rin po yung mga taong importante para sa'kin.

OKAY, ANG GULO MO.

306 words and counting. come on, Kat! you're not being productive. :|

RANDOM REALIZATION #29
I don't really think this is my 29th random realization.

Katrina Santos needs to have an ambition, a dream, a vision or some sort 'cause honestly, she still doesn't know what she wants.

She can't see herself going through college. And even though she's just inches away from it, she can't decide on any college decision. She's leaving everything up to her parents, which is stupid, 'cause she knows that things like those, college decisions, are not meant to be decided by other people such as parents, friends or other whoevers.

Kat envies other people who can envision themselves in the future -- even if those visions are still just dreams. She envies those who are passionate, those who really know what course to take in college.

BALIKTAD ANG MUNDO.

kailangan ko ng kausap. :|

ang nakakaasar sa inyo, matapos kong gawin ang lahat para mameet ang expectations nyo, tataas pa yung demand nyo mula sa'kin.

hindi ba't ang unfair naman nun?

6 WEEKS.

It pretty much sums up to 30 schooldays including the approximate 5 half-days minus whatever number of no classes days. In these days, all will be bombarded with projects, mind-draining lessons, assignments, quizzes, presentations, reports, etc.



Note to self: You just can't spend the whole of 30 days feeling sad, depressed and scared.

HOW DO YOU MEASURE A YEAR IN A LIFE?
yep, balik Rent. sorry for that.

come on! first week ng January, araw-araw wala sa mood.

alam ko naman na mabababaw lang yung mga pinoproblema ko. pero alam mo yun? nagbubuklud-buklod kasi yung mga maliliit na bagay na di dapat pinoproblema.

quote for the moment:

BIZARRE LOVE TRIANGLE.

mali naman kasi talaga. I mean, come on, Kat! ba't sa lahat ng tao.

wanna know the silliest thing I've heard this day?
"Baka destiny! I mean, bridge lang siya. Sa iba ka talaga."

yeah, well that's silly. silly in an "OMG! it's possible" way.
HA! so much for Serendipity.

I'm such a confusion/disaster/chaos magnet. but hurrah! now, I've partly figured things out. :P

CAN YOU HELP ME?



tell me what you want from me.

AND THAT'S JUST STUPID.

Never, ever, ever, ever talk about your past with your present then tell him/her "I love you" after. It is somewhat awkward especially if you were previously talking about how irritating it is for you that people still think you're not over that said past whoever.

Although it's not wrong to convince your present that it's he/she you love -- not your past whoever, it's still somewhat not right. It's against the principle of I do not want to spell things out for you. You have to read between the lines.

Oh well, what do I know anyway?

SHIZNITTIKING SCARED.

it would be of no use to hide under the covers. and it wouldn't change anything if I knew things will be okay. things could be okay. and maybe if they weren't, we'll even do something to make them seem okay.

ihavenoideawhatsoeveronwhateve
ritisimtalkingaboutthisisjustsoconf
usingiwantthingstostopandyetidont

I think I'm in too deep.

MULTIPLE CHOICE TAYO, AH?

Kat has an HD for someone.
Which of the following HD's would make the sentence logical?

a. hot dog
b. horrible dress
c. hamster doll
d. hunter's dart
e. hamburger drink
f. horse dropping
g. head dance
h. hurt drain
i. hidden desire
j. hair dirt