CONGRATULATIONS!

you are the icing on top of a disgusting cake,
the minute of laughter on a disastrous day.
you are the one item right in a quiz full of wrongs,
the sweet sweet line on a mix of stupid songs.

let's give a round of applause for the heart sinking appearance of ______.

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horrible day, horrible entry.
HORRIBLE HORRIBLE KAT

OH YES, I'M STRESSED.

I strongly dislike noise when I'm stressed.
I hate it when people tell me things I'm supposed to do,
particularly father's "tulog naaaa!" and mom's "ako naman!"
it really is stupid.
it really pisses me off.

what I really hate is when I feel oh so lazy.
but I'm pretty much aware of all the deadlines and blahs.
I hate it when I know that I shouldn't/mustn't cram.
bottom line: I HATE IT WHEN I'M STRESSED.

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Philippine Independence is crap.
errr, it's such a crappy topic.
how could I make it interesting?
rawr. rawr. rawr. rawr.
if only I were a features writer instead.

BRB, PS I LOVE YOU.

reading you is starting to be a total bore.
I just can't wait to finish you off.
unfortunately I still have...
240 pages, approximately 24 chapters.
ugh.

if I wouldn't be able to finish you within this day, then..
I'd be right back 'til I'm done with Nick & Norah's.

ON WRITING.

I'm munching on Ruffles Cheddar & Sour Cream chips, thinking of a decent ending for my CWJ elective essay. the essay is all about the Chinese brush painting hanging by the IV-5 bulletin board. I know, it's pretty weird. the essay should be about the IV-5 classroom and here I am writing about a painting posted on one of its bulletin boards.

whatever. I've always been particular about details.

I love Literature, always have always will. Though I can't remember when I have started to be into writing.

I've been writing poems ever since, what, grade 5? I've always considered it as the only thing I'm fairly good at. I felt stupid when writing essays. I have compared myself to others who are so great in expressing themselves in English while I sticked on Taglish or pure Tagalog.

and then... I'm too lazy to type.

tissuepaperpoet has been such a great influence. she has driven me to _______.

IT'S A BOY GIRL THING.

I would be your Nell Bedworth
and you would be my Woody Deane.

it would be totally awesome! :)
except the switching of bodies thing
I mean, come on.
You'd teach me football
then I'd teach you... academic stuffs.
then we'd unknowingly fall in love.

then we'd still be each other's dates
for the Homecoming Dance.
but I wouldn't go.
then you and your ex-girlfriend
would be crowned king & queen.

then I'd make some grand entrance,
you'd find me breathtaking in my cool dress.
then you'd give up dancing with the Homecoming Queen
to be with me and to tell me how beautiful I look.
then you'd state some Shakespearean lines
though you clearly said that
you wouldn't make a fool out of yourself
and read some stupid poetry in front of a girl you really like.

bottom line: we'd be girlfriends and boyfriends and maybe not live happily ever after
but we'd live happily 'til we won't be together anymore.
then we'd both be such wrecks after that.

SEATED WHERE?
row 1 line 8.

5 things I should be used to during class discussions:

1. not doodle.
2. avoid falling asleep.
3. listen to the teacher.
4. not be involved in conversations.
5. cricket noise.

CRAP.

ang awe ay isang bagay na positibo..
ang awful, hindi. ang awesome, oo.

ba't kaya ganun?

diba awful yung dapat positibo kasi puno ng awe?
tas ang awesome hindi kasi some lang yung awe?

gets nyo ba?

oo na. ang ewan. :))

DROPS OF JUPITER.

tell me did you sail across the sun
did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
and that heaven is overrated

tell me did you fall for a shooting star
one without a permanent scar
and did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there.

love the lyrics. :)

TOP 5 REASONS WHY...

I probably wouldn't be successful in life.


1. I don't have much faith in God.

2. I don't know what I want. consequently, I don't think that I would be happy with my course decisions. bottom line: I'd keep on shifting courses which would only be a waste of time and parents' money

3. I do not know the real value of hard work. I do know that it could (not exactly will) move mountains, I just haven't tried it yet.

4. people should fight for what they want. and it's pretty stupid because, I'm not used to that. I don't even know what I want. how could I possibly fight for those things? I do know that I really want to pass UPCAT & ACET. though, I'm not sure if it could make a difference.

5. I'm pessimistic. this entry pretty much proves it.