WHY SHOULDN'T I ASK FOR MORE?
Particularly because, I have Four-Four. :D

And maybe hindi pa 'to yung tamang oras na gumawa ng ganito. Maybe ang uncalled for -- na hindi kailangang magdrama and all. Maybe, maybe hindi ko dapat pinopost ito sa public. HAHA! Kasi oo nga naman, gaya ng sabi ni Therese Manuel: "Wag munang magpaka-emo. Grumaduate muna tayo!"

Pero, alam mo yung epiphanies? Parang ganun yung nangyari sa'kin. Bigla ko lang naisip na magblog about sa Four-Four. :)

Pero kasi naniniwala ako na hinding hindi pwedeng maassociate ang Four-Four sa kahit anong negativity. I promise not to be emo. This wouldn't be emo.

And now I'm at a loss for words. 'Yung feeling na hindi ko alam kung san ako magsisimula. Parang, nafifill ako ng some happy feeling and wala, blank.

Four-Four makes staying in the Activity Room and skipping recess so worthwhile. Pag kasama ko kayo, pag magkasama lahat tayo, wala nakong pakialam sa kahit anong kailangan ko. HAHAHA! And kahit uhaw na uhaw nako dahil natuyo ako sa kakaiyak, hinding hindi ko kayang lumabas ng Act. Room dahil ayokong mamiss ang kahit isang segundo nung "bonding whatever" natin.

Dati iniisip ko na magiging masaya lang tayo pag nakakita tayo ng ibang taong nakakaintindi sa'tin. Pero alam nyo, narealize ko na hindi lang din pala yun ganun. Naprove niyo, naprove natin na hindi lang ganun yun. Kasi ewan ko, narealize ko na enough na yung presence nyo para pasiyahin ako. Kahit na di ko nagagawang ikwento yung lahat, basta andyan kayo swear napapasaya nyo ako.

Pano ba yan, magagaling tayong lahat sa puzzles. Mabilis kasi nating nabubuo ang araw ng isa't isa. HAHAHA! Okay labo.

So yun. Gusto ko kayong pasayahin gaya ng pagpapasaya nyo sakin.

Bottomline: Super duper duper duper duper duper LOVE ko ang Four-Four. :) hindi ko na kailangang iexplain yun noh? :)

IF I COULD CHANGE YOUR MIND.

And in my mind I can see how perfect everything could be.

I would be your perfect whatever. I promise to be.
I know it's stupid. and that it's totally out of our control.
but whatever.

I love you. I really really do.

NAGIGING SELFISH NA BA AKO?

kasi alam mo, natatakot lang talaga ako para sa'yo.

YOU SHOULD LEARN HOW TO
live one day at a time...






if you don't want to have some kind of mental breakdown.

2 more weeks and it's all over.
would you now start to detach yourself?

"GO TO SLEEP, I AIN'T SPILLING."

so parang, naiiyak ako sa tuwa. and nakakalimutan ko huminga. na parang may butterflies sa stomach ko na gusto ko ivomit. pero swear, nakakaoverwhelm in a good way.

and then. woah. and then. wow. and then. errr.

&^&I#*&$()!&*&*$&*%@$&*(%@&*)#(@#()()!

SWEAR! NAIIYAK NAKO.




Kadiri ka, Kat. Ikaw yung gumagawa ng gulo eh. Alam mo naman kasing hindi kailangan eh, ba't mo parin yun nararamdaman?

AAAAAAAHH! :x

"Will you... um... marry me?"

"No. What do you mean, 'Will you, um, marry me?' I haven't seen you in weeks! You don't look happy or excited about the prospect of our marriage! You're asking me to give up my - my freedom, my joie de vivre for an institution that fails as often as it succeeds? And why should I marry you anyway? I mean, why do you wanna marry me? Besides some bourgeois desire to fulfill an ideal that society embeds in us from an early age to promote a consumer capitalist agenda?"

"Oh! Oh, my God."

"You should've got on your knee."

"Just shut up! Here - I wanna marry you because you're the first person I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. So, will you, um, marry me?"

"Definitely. Maybe. I'll have to think about it."

SWEAR!

nalulungkot ako. :|
hahaha. okay, wala akong panahon para magdrama.

LA-LA-LA-LA. :D

HBO has given me more reasons to look forward to the month of March. The reasons are as follows:

1. Definitely, Maybe
2. Stardust
3. Sweeney Todd

Okaaay, so they're just three. Err, two. But still. :) Can't waaaait! :D

ANG SARAP MONG SAKALIN, SWEAR.

tawa nalang. HAHA!
shit lang kasi talaga.
hindi kasi kailangan maging mamamatay-tao.



... pero swear. ang sarap mo talagang sakalin.

FIGURE THIS ONE OUT.
HANDS DOWN.
by Dashboard Confessional

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep. This air is blessed, you share with me. This night is wild, so calm and dull. These hearts they race for self-control.

We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.

And the words are hushed, let's not get busted -- just stay entwined here, undiscovered. Safe in here from all the stupid questions. "Hey, did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb.

Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember. Always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirl in your fingers. And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late and this walk that we shared together. And the streets were wet, and the gate was locked. And we stood at the door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it.

And I knew, that you meant it. That you meant it. That you meant it. And I knew, that you meant it. That you meant it.

INADEQUATE.

I could post some random line that would speak of what I'm feeling right now. But I feel like no song can describe what I'm feeling.

So yeah, I feel so inadequate. I want to back out from things. I feel blah.

FORGET LOVE!
I'd rather fall in chocolate. ;)

I don't understand why so many "so called" chocolate lovers complain about the calories in chocolate, when all true chocoholics know that it is a vegetable. It comes from the cocoa bean, beans are veggies, 'nuff said.

WOOOOO!! :))

REALIZATION #275

walang kwenta ang weekends pag hindi ka nakausap.