DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE -
missing someone way too much?

it feels pretty stupid. it's like waiting for a miracle; like counting on something impossible. it's sort of like anticipating something so much that you have to make yourself preoccupied with some sort of a distraction to pass time, then finding out that only minutes have past and you still have to wait for hours.

missing someone way too much is like... it's like craving for chocolates that are only available in... like the North Pole or somewhere as silly as that. missing someone way too much is like... it's like that desperate need to escape from the harsh realities of life. it's as if this great need to do something infiltrates everything and you just can't get it out of your system. it's pretty much like being hopeless amidst every happy and blissful thing happening around you.

missing someone way too much is like... it's like Kat waiting for something impossible to happen. it's sort of like sitting in front of the damn computer waiting for some miracle to unfold. missing someone way too much is not doing the Panata Sa Sangnilikha crap that is required for every student and instead typing this crappy nonsensical entry full of angst and sadness. :|