WAITING.

the desktop says it's 8:06 PM.
and even though I have a load
of schoolwork to accomplish,
I still hang around,
waiting "patiently" for you.

the desktop says it's 8:11 PM.
and I haven't found the right words.
I have sacrificed hours for you.
I have given up an early hour of sleep.
I have offered you minutes irreplaceable.

the desktop says it's 8:15 PM.
you're not coming.
you will not give me something in return.
you cannot even give me some recognition.
you're the reason for my depression.

the desktop says it's 8:19 PM.
I should stop.
I should not waste too much time
waiting. hoping. sacrificing.
it's your turn now.

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the desktop says I'm stupid.
this is pretty crappy.