I'M SORRY.

It's just, sometimes I feel like I don't know what to feel. And I'm scared 'cause what if I screwed up. And it sucks 'cause I don't think you're also having second thoughts. Or I don't know, I guess I don't want to think that maybe you're having second thoughts too.

I want things to fall in their places. If things didn't happen, would I still want to be here?